September 29, 2008

FGB 111 was this past Saturday and what a great event it turned out to be. $28,000 raised in donations, 100 participants, many more spectators, a dj, break dancers, UT football, what else??? My fgb score was 314, so so... but better then last year by 25 points.

I know it has been awhile since my last blog, and it's not that I didn't want to because I have thought about blogging a bunch, but I have been all over the place with my thoughts and actions I wouldn't know where to start. Perfect example is that run-on sentence I just wrote. I have been thinking about Carey, Savannah, and Stone, and what I need to do as a husband, father, friend to make their life better. What is it that I do that I shouldn't do? Death has been on my mind too, and not in the suicidal way, but that it's inevitable and it's going to happen so I better stop wasting my time left with my family, friends, and so on. I need to grow as a person. It's sad to say but I have digressed in my personal growth in the last year and half..... that's not good! I could go on and on.. my workouts have been terrible, my eating is atrocious, my energy level is non existent.... but their is an upside to all of this..... I have recognized my demise and as of 9.29.08 5:42pm, it's not that way anymore. I have died to my old self and like the Phoenix have risen a new being! peace